My Healing Journey with PTSD... (a quick glimpse)
Im just a man that, while on the quest to discover the causes of his own severe mental disorders, has developed neural connections (new ways of thinking) between my individual consciousness and certain brain structures (beings; or, aspects) of the collective consciousness (God, or the One Being).
I have searched the writings, concepts, and philosophies of historical figures, such as Carl Jung, Emmanuel Swedenborg, Albert Schweitzer, Viktor Frankl, Marcus Aurelius, Rumi, Jesus, and the list contiues through various mystics, scientists, philosophers, and leaders from various cultures and times of history; in such searches, its as if I have begun to connect with the wisdom of these writers and historical figures. It's as if a portion of their logical framework, their highest and most thoughtfully considered logic, (and in some cases, their passion and inner intentions; or at least what I am projecting as their inner intentions) has been seen by me. As I have read the thoughts and words that came out of their being during their intimate moments of inspiration to write (because writing is done from inspiration, even if the writer is not skilled in the art of writing), I have been able to observe the framework and engineering of their thought processes using the inner imagination of my minds eye. This has led me to be able to create more useful, helpful, and beneficial mental constructs (beliefs, tools, and persepctives). Having viewed how these individuals perceived life, hardship, suffering, death, love, the world, and others, has allowed me the opportunity to adopt their logical and mental (aka, soul) frameworks. This adaptation and merging of their logic and soul (mind) with mine has been a transformation for me; a mental overhaul and reconstruction of beliefs, thoughts, judgments, opinions, morals, laws, etc. This transformative, internal reconstruction process has been the most positive, beneficial, strengthening, solidifying, grounding, healing, and amazing thing that could have ever happened to me. My internal mental kingdom has gone from being tormented and "in hell", to being a predominant "Christlike nation" of Peace. Perhaps ones mind can reach into the heavens, (if it becomes humble and teachable like a student). And there, in the heavens, one finds the wisdom of those souls who have gone before him. There one finds "God". But it all started with the humble act of reading a book in a search for answers.
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